Break the spell.

I got this from I’s Magazine (a free mag) :

When the spell is broken, Aquarius,you will be able to tap into resources that you’ve been cut off from.When the spell is broken, you will finally notice 3 big beautiful secrets that have been staring you in the face. When the spell is broken,you will slip down off a clean lofty perch where it has been hard to relax and arrive at a low,funky spot where you’ll be free to feel things you haven’t felt in a long time. When the spell is broken, it will be because you have decided to break it.

I dunno about the resources nor the 3 big beautiful things. But I suppose the clean lofty perch is my old manager job at FLMP and the new job is the low funky spot coz I’m back to basic staff level?

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I met up with Kenny after he ended work. We had a great movie outing with Densen( Kenny’s fren), Valerie (so delectable), Vanessa (wildness humanized), Christy ( she’s pretty fun too when she’s not stressed at work) and 1 more girl (I didn’t really catch her name =X ) .

We caught Harold and Kumar but the real fun was before the movie! We had 3 hrs to waste before the movie started so we actually went to LJS. Kenny was having a bad time with Shanon-probs, it turned out she couldn’t come and she got very annoyed wif her ex-bf who was meeting her. Its complicated and it soon blew up in our faces coz Kenny was emo and violent. Densen and I decided to go give him some “guys talk” and wake him up. It took us a few ciggs and a truckload of both Densen’s and my common sense to douse out Kenny’s flame. But it wasn’t before he punched the wall to release the leftover resentment until he was finally better.

We left the place to find somewhere to slack….but halfway along the way, the whole bunch of them ran off hiding, leaving Densen and I alone. No worries for us coz we hit it off from the start…but we both had dead mobiles so none of them could call us. It wasn’t until we reached Cuppage and found them waiting for us. We however took our own sweet time to get to a atm and strolled our way there lol!

The pool place we were supposed to go to was shut down and Le Meridian wasn’t tat good either coz it was overpriced. We decided to walk back to Cine but we were all sweating and hot already. A couple of stopovers to get drinks and soon we were at lvl 8 in K Pool. Vanessa is a god-damn pool shark lor! Apparently her ex trained her before…but I managed to beat her All with a gd game of “snooking” her all the while. She owned almost every other match though I played quite a few rounds with Densen , but less den wad I would liked to have played with Kenny. Maybe next time ba?

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I wasn’t tinking about it but it suddenly hit me. How simply ur hand fits in mine…the softness, the tenderness, how it fits just right. The very moment they eased together, it felt like it was supposed to be there. We didn’t even complain about the posture or position…well maybe until later.

Just a simple memory…it reminds be that even as I remain calm on the outside. I’m wrecked inside.